Needless to say, that was really quite strange. I have not heard that song in YEARS, and suddenly here it was, playing as I entered the store for something to honor my lost baby.
I did find a cute pot at Rite Aid, though the selection was very sparse. I planted the rose and stood in it a silver metal angel charm her papa gave me as a present (as well as a peace sign and a Buddha). I wanted to honor him too, as this little life was ours, not just mine, and should never have been kept secret. Planting this really, really helped me; I felt sad and had tears, but there was also a sense of truly honoring this life and this time in my life also.
And so it is.
One more song for her.
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